Jacob

2011-07-13T10:34:00.000-07:00

i'm happy with my life now.
comfortable with my circle of friends, needless to say it isn't all perfect.
just happy and comfortable

2011-05-03T05:48:00.001-07:00

i should have never given love a chance

2011-04-30T13:21:00.001-07:00

nobody said it was easy
forget the horror here

idk but imy

2011-04-23T14:52:00.000-07:00

one heart, one song, one voice, one purpose, one ultimate reason, You

2011-04-23T14:45:00.001-07:00

i've been waiting:(

2011-04-23T14:44:00.000-07:00

where are you out there?
waiting

2011-04-23T14:43:00.000-07:00

120+160+80=360

2011-04-23T14:42:00.000-07:00

how now brown cow?

2011-04-12T10:45:00.001-07:00

you are amazing,
more than amazing.

gotta change

2011-03-26T15:55:00.001-07:00

i dont need girls, after all all girls are sluts.
arent they?

2011-03-26T15:52:00.001-07:00

so maybe tomorrow i'll find my way home

2011-02-24T10:01:00.001-08:00

you don't know me,
you dont even care.

no one knows my name

2011-02-24T09:58:00.001-08:00

you dont know me,
you dont wear my chains

2011-02-07T20:59:00.000-08:00

gotta change this stupid lifestyle of mine.

2011-01-18T08:17:00.000-08:00

2011-01-18T08:10:00.000-08:00

to stay alive
not to cry alone
not to ignore me, cause i will never ignore you, ever

2011-01-18T08:09:00.000-08:00

"to be ignored"
everybody needs someone to care for them, you and i included

2010-12-24T08:57:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS GUYS!

Remember when, I caught your eye,
You gave me rainbows, and butterflies,
We did enjoy, a happiness,
When our love was over, I was such a mess,
I smiled at you, and you smiled back,
That's when I knew, there's no turning back,
You said you loved me, and I did too,
Although it's over, I still love you

Chorus:
You're in my mind, you're in my heart,
I wish I knew, right from the start,
All my friends say, you'd break my heart,
A heartbreaker, right from the start.

I tried to fight it, I tried so hard,
And everyday I'd pray to God,
That you and me, were meant to be,
But you had another, you had a lover,
And now it's gone, I don't know why,
I feel like crying, just wanna die,
I can't look at you, and you know why,
Know I tried so hard, to catch your eye

Chorus:(x2)
You're in my mind, you're in my heart,
I wish I knew, right from the start,
All my friends say, you'd break my heart,
A heartbreaker, right from the start.

2010-12-13T09:10:00.001-08:00

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her nails, her nails
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

World’s Coolest Intern

2010-10-28T08:49:00.000-07:00

I am not going to write an essay.
Cause I am cool like that.

2010-06-21T11:56:00.001-07:00

i'm coming back to the heart of worship

2010-06-06T11:37:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

other people have hot girlfriends,
i do not even have a hot girl friend.
Love Jacob; 9:53 AM

i still do not have a hot girl FRIEND

2010-06-06T11:34:00.000-07:00

The now is all there is. Forget about the past; it's over Dont worry about the future; there is only today. Step into NOW

- Steve Munsey

2010-06-06T11:19:00.001-07:00

it's been ages since i posted something.
here's a list of stuff

-2 more days before i need to hand in my 2 report (not started yet)
-2 more weeks to end of TEP.
-5 more hours to sleep
-6.5 more hours before i must sign in for work in school
-7 more days to the end of the week
-10 more songs before i finish listening to all the songs in this album

can't believe i'm paying to work, what a con.
cheers to all NYP business students who are paying to work.

2010-04-07T12:39:00.000-07:00

if there is good, if there isn't still i go

2010-03-31T11:41:00.000-07:00

tap, tempo.

2010-03-22T10:01:00.000-07:00

this last picture is really big.

2010-03-22T09:58:00.000-07:00

Got a DD-20 instead of the DD-7

http://www.bossus.com/gear/productdetails.php?ProductId=531

The BOSS DD-20 Digital Delay offers more User memory and the longest delay of any effect pedal—up to 23 seconds! Delay time can be quickly set using the push-button knob or via tap tempo. And with a choice of 11 modes—including new “Smooth” and “Twist” delays and sound-on-sound recording—this Twin Pedal raises the bar for delay effects.

BOSS’ most powerful delay pedal with up to 23 seconds of delay
11 delay modes including classic tape delay and sound-on-sound recording
New “Smooth” and “Twist” modes for subtle or radical delay effects
Memory function for changing delay modes seamlessly
New push-button knob for setting delay time in fine or coarse adjustments

2010-03-19T10:08:00.000-07:00

motivated.

2010-03-17T14:10:00.000-07:00

i hear a cry of a broken generation,
can you hear the sound of the world in need?
this troubled times are the ones we live in,

no one really visits this blog anymore, due to short and little amounts posts.

went fishing today.

i want to fan the flame

2010-03-14T11:48:00.001-07:00

DD-7

2010-03-14T11:47:00.001-07:00

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2010-03-07T11:56:00.000-08:00

with exams over, hols for 2months.
having fun so far.

how've you been spending your hols?

2010-02-23T08:42:00.001-08:00

win the talk, lose the war.

saw a dd 3 $185.

how much would a dd 5 or 7 cost man, 300?

2010-02-23T08:25:00.000-08:00

if i'm first, who would be before me?

no one

2010-02-15T10:38:00.000-08:00

hunger, acquired taste

2010-02-06T09:59:00.001-08:00

CNY around the corner.
ang paosssssssssssssssssssssss

2010-02-06T09:58:00.000-08:00

spell it out for me?

i don't realise what you realise. do i?

2010-02-02T06:19:00.000-08:00

wah last long post was 8 jan.
maybe i should post 1 long one soon.

2010-01-24T08:31:00.000-08:00

more than life itself.

i still can't do chin ups because of the stupid neck incident.

2010-01-21T03:16:00.000-08:00

exams around the corner.

2010-01-10T06:35:00.001-08:00

never wanna leave your presense

2010-01-08T05:31:00.000-08:00

went for joshua lim's chalet yesterday.
i think it really proved his point that YJC doesn't have any chio bus.
anyway main point, sorta enjoyed myself.
besides the freaking cold aircon. i went from 1 pillow for my head and leg.
to 2 pillows covering my leg.
idk why poeple who study in jc have a higher iq but a much lower eq
everyone agreed it was freaking cold but no one even turned of the aircon.
brainless, so me, smart poly student. off-ed the aircon and open the door to let the air in and out.
the main-er point is that i freaking sprained my neck!!
if you were to see me tomorrow, you will see my neck tilted to the left.

owwww

2010-01-06T09:53:00.001-08:00

other people have hot girlfriends,
i do not even have a hot girl friend.

2010-01-04T08:59:00.000-08:00

2010 yay...
another month closer to exams, how interesting.

2009-12-28T11:01:00.000-08:00

i wake up everyday knowing today i gonna be a better day!

i've got funny friends.

2009-12-26T08:59:00.000-08:00

just wait you'll see

2009-12-21T09:21:00.001-08:00

when silence fall You'll be the song in my heart.

2010 will be a better year.
2009, elaborate soon

2009-12-16T04:55:00.001-08:00

he'll never leave you nor forsake you

2009-12-16T04:49:00.001-08:00

all i need is You

2009-12-09T05:35:00.000-08:00

things i wanna get
1st what yongseng calls fisherman's shoes.
2rd the black bag
3rd idk how long do i have to save for this, dslr.

many many days of waking up early.

tiring days in school.
have been playing pinpong in school, skateboarding, scooter-ing and many many more other stuff. haven been studying, although i'm in the midst of exams.
will rest more maybe you'll see a more energetic Jacob, tomorrow LOL!
this few days have been forcing myself to study but as usual can't!
idk why but people just can't relate me with studies.
maybe i should study more infront of them.
very happy as usual. christmas is around the corner!
WEEEEEEEEE!

2009-12-08T07:43:00.001-08:00

very lazy to post something long.

2009-12-06T07:34:00.000-08:00

i so wanna get a dslr now.
where shall i start? (to get the money)

2009-12-01T07:29:00.000-08:00

with everything, everything.
break me down to nothing.
i don't want all these just You.

2009-11-28T09:12:00.001-08:00

Crown of all heavens

2009-11-17T08:38:00.001-08:00

what do you see in your life?

your problems?
or
your blessings?

2009-11-14T23:53:00.000-08:00

set backs are never meant to bring you down.
they are meant to take you higher.

there'll always be a way out.
you can either make a way out for yourself,
or do nothing but cry about your situation.

2009-11-12T08:39:00.001-08:00

problems, can't get enough of them.
or maybe they just can't get enough of me.
damn i'm attractive.

2009-11-11T08:01:00.001-08:00

there's no such thing as no time,
as time is already there.

even if you really don't have it, make it.
make time.

2009-11-04T07:27:00.000-08:00

i think i'm getting a capo

2009-11-01T08:18:00.001-08:00

there won't be a end to all these problems. (elaborate soon)

2009-11-01T07:39:00.000-08:00

Stop and stare.
i would rather not stop and stare.

no wait i would rather not do both.
acting blur's better.

go on and act blur.

2009-10-28T08:30:00.001-07:00

maybe it's time

2009-10-25T05:46:00.000-07:00

Father Dick & son Rick Hoyt

did you know dick just recovered months ago from a heart attack before the race?
also his son
"YES YOU CAN. You can do anything you want to do as long as you want." Dick

despite his disabilities, Rick got his diploma.
"i maybe be disabled but i live a very fulfilling life and if someone takes the time to get to know me they will realise that i am no different then anoyone else." Rick Hoyt

Richard H.
back in the ironman for a second try.
Ironman consisted of a 2.4 miles (3.86 km) swim, a 112 miles (180.25 km) bike and a marathon (26 miles 385 yards, 42.195 km) run, raced in that order and without a break.

even though he failed the 1st time
BUT he didn't give up.

what about you?
getting hit dissapointments of life.
falling flat to your face.
ashamed.
what would you do?

Stop keeping on? Or not give up and carrying on?

they maybe be crippled physically but definately not metally.
are you?

2009-10-23T10:10:00.000-07:00

have not been posting in a long long time.
so maybe i can motivate you guys today.

ever wondered what you're ever going to amount to in life?
leading a purpose-less life?
no goals in life?
sitting in front of your computer and chatting?
maybe hanging around slacking?

are these things wrong?
Definately NOT!
but wait till you see nick.

(copied from keefe)

for a person with no hands and legs and going around the world to motivate people.
what are you, someone with hands and feet doing?!

(what i said earlier on)
no goals in life?
sitting in front of your computer and chatting?
maybe hanging around, slacking?

is it wrong to do these things?
No! definately not.

well think again.
it's definately not wrong BUT is it fair?
that God have given you hands and legs and you're sitting there doing nothing?
worse still, quarreling with your parents?

Nick was PHYSICALLY disabled but he wasn't MENTALLY.
you could say he is a mental giant.
oh ya did i mention Nick graduated from college at the age of 21 with a double major in Accounting and Financial Planning?

what we teenagers in Singapore need is not a change in society.
also not a change in location(you may say singapore is small no where to go but sit in front of the computer)
but what i think we teenagers living in Singapore need is a change in our mindset!
(nowonder adam khoo's making money)

Find out your purpose in life today!

and finally something from me:

a man strong in the inside is stong on the outside but
a man weak in the inside is also weak on the outside.
Jacob

2009-10-22T08:30:00.001-07:00

look at her throw her face

2009-10-17T11:24:00.000-07:00

it's been a while since i last posted something.

school's re-opening, what can i say?

2009-10-10T11:28:00.001-07:00

there are some bangla's freaking drilling something downstairs!
2.30 am in the morning.
trying to stay up till they go off.
so much for brains.

2009-10-09T11:05:00.001-07:00

Engage with understanding.

Shame, how much i brought that Your Love can't cover?
Hurt, how much i brought that Your Love can't cover?
Betrayal, how much i brought that Your Love can't cover?
what can You Love not love?
infact nothing.
indeed Your love surpasses all understanding.

up until this moment you really haven understood.

2009-10-09T03:41:00.001-07:00

A winner is not someone who never fails but someone who never gives up. Success is going from failure to failure without losing enthusiasm.

2009-10-09T00:19:00.000-07:00

an Enigma

2009-10-08T09:36:00.001-07:00

Fair weather friends.

2009-10-06T03:00:00.001-07:00

2009-10-04T12:05:00.001-07:00

go sleep

2009-10-02T10:29:00.000-07:00

went on facebook and saw a "i don't like to sqeeze ont the MRT" group.
maybe some of the time, we "don't like" alot of things.
we "don't like" aunties, we "don't like" china mens, we "don't like" people around us, we "don't like" backstabbers. bla bla bla
we don't like this we don't like that.

the question i would like ask to you is
what can you do about it?

maybe if you can't do anything about it, then learn to love it!

2009-09-26T09:59:00.001-07:00

no time to blog recently, so here's what i did recently.
go view it at keefe's blog.
have fun guys, takecare

http://zealously-zeal.blogspot.com

thinking of changing my blog link

2009-09-25T10:34:00.001-07:00

tired

2009-09-24T10:39:00.001-07:00

physically tired

2009-09-22T12:48:00.001-07:00

forever our God is glorified.
forever unshaken
forever unchanging

firm foundation, strong in you.

2009-09-17T09:05:00.000-07:00

you potray such a good image, when things are bad.

2009-09-15T11:04:00.000-07:00

what can i say when you feel so insecure with him?
what can i do?
maybe it's true when they say that time changes everything.
takecare you.

just a ring away

2009-09-15T10:59:00.000-07:00

taken with aisyah last sat

2009-09-13T06:25:00.001-07:00

heart that always listens

2009-09-13T06:16:00.000-07:00

gonna post, maybe tomorrow?
will see 1st

2009-09-10T10:02:00.001-07:00

maybe i would blog tommorow.
when i get the photos from joslin.

2009-09-09T01:35:00.000-07:00

i've been watching people faint recently, here are some of the clips

look at the goats very cute.

and finally

Linkin park with -Faint

2009-09-08T12:38:00.000-07:00

update soon(:

2009-09-07T01:04:00.000-07:00

The unpresentable ones should be given more modesty.

1 chor 12:22
On the contrary, those part of the body that seem weaker are indispensable.

different parts 1 body.

2009-09-03T10:18:00.000-07:00

Jacob is eating a peanut butter sandwich.

David & Goliath

2009-09-03T09:34:00.000-07:00

nothing much happened recently.
went to play pool with keefe and jeff yesterday.
ate subway yesterday cost $9.50. wth
but had a 12 inch sandwich and 3 cookies and a large cup.
not bad.

and the uncle from the chicken rice stall freaked me out.
he was super smiley! scary. kinda made him look alittle sick and a tiny weeny bit gay.
but he was super good.

woke up at 3pm today. wasted half a day, sleeping. causing me to sleep for 11hrs.
super pig already. played dota for the whole day.
damn i should get my ass up and do something constructive.

i'm hungry, again.
stomach:"growl!!"

my soul satillite is telling me, someone's watching over me

2009-09-03T09:26:00.000-07:00

isn't she just pretty

2009-09-01T11:04:00.000-07:00

Lookvat our miss Singapore Universe 2009.
Omg kinda like a joke?
before she talked i was like "woah"!
but after she spoke i was like "woah! why like that?"

phrases quoted from her

"my own personlality"
"i go by lye lood"
"Somethings Booms, shouts me"

she said she wore a peice of bikini and jogged down the street,
my goodness!

still think singapore can win the miss universe award?

look at this worlds apart man!

2009-08-31T11:11:00.000-07:00

wow that's my longest post ever.
that's prolly because i'm tired.

2009-08-31T10:48:00.000-07:00

went back to woodgrove today.
super boring there's seriously nothing to do.
we use to sleep during the performance but idk why they still wanna go back to watch the freaking performance!

went to find keefe +4e2.
went to school together.
the aunty selling noodles still recognises me. wow!

after that went to find sophia.
met farhat in school(is this how you spell his name?)
my super long lost pri schoolmate.
talked to ms helen.
still as pretty as ever.

went to play basketball with the primary school students after that. sweated like, alot.
they are super cute. haha
there's a super vulgar kid man.
he was like "F*** you lah, CB why nvr pass to me. F*** YOU! don't push me lah"
i was like wow, i didn't even know how to scold vulgarities till i was about pri 6? maybe.
and guess what he's only pri 3!
who know what will they do when they are pri 5?
what's happening to kid nowadays?

maybe tomorrow's headlines will be

PRIMARY 5 kid RAPED teacher, parents wonder why.

anyway after eating bla bla bla
went to catch "where got ghost" with jeff and the others after that.
ratings for the show 3/5
it's a okay show.
makes you laugh alot. cute stories but not practical at all.
not scary. alot jeff jumped a few times. lol

the worse part of the movie is that
there was a girl who sat beside
i think she had something stuck in he nose or something. like some gold or something.
when she breaths in it's super noisy!
for the whole show she sat beside me "breathing"
when she laughs, it made me forget why people say laughter is a heavenly thing.
it was freaking hell to me!

the other part was that when she kept breathing through her "gold" nose,
it made that side of my ear facing her go ringing.
like when you listen to something loud, then suddenly it's soft your ear rings.
she freaking made my ear ring!
not only that, she talked alot to her friend! wth i can't concentrate sia.

singaporean aunty to be.
congrats.
they had this teachers day award thing today (eg: most eligible teacher)
i think if i had a most eligible aunty award, she would be on the top of my list.

2009-08-29T11:18:00.000-07:00

seperation causes Alienation.

2009-08-27T12:00:00.000-07:00

just finished eating my cadbury chocolate.
it's raining now.

super nice weather to sleep!

2009-08-27T09:14:00.001-07:00

there's something wrong with my blog's date and day.

2009-08-26T22:43:00.001-07:00

over with my last paper.

help me click my ads<<<<<

2009-08-25T11:08:00.000-07:00

it's 2am and i can't find my towel!

2009-08-24T10:09:00.000-07:00

Family

come to think of it, many of our parents acts of kindness are of taken for granted.
after reading a friend's post(about her father passing on).

i think it's time some of us start appreciating our parents.